I felt like I'm going to die, tired,very tired. All I can think is.... Sebastian he said that he love me right? I think am going crazy tears running down my face, oh no I can't stop crying. I not want Sebastian to see me like this......................??

Are you ok?

That voice?! Sebastian?  I open my eyes and his is standing there looking at me.....

James?! Are you ok?! His ask me softly

Something is in my eyes? I said 

Let me look at youreyes, James.said Sebastian

he put his hands on my cheek and wipe of those tears with his soft hands. We have a very awkward eye contact......

What happened, do Lynn said something to you if so I can tell you that Lynn and I are just firends...... said Sebastian softly

Friends? Lynn said that you fuck her yesterday! And you said that you love her!!!! I can't believe I said that out loud....

Yesterday?! I was drunk ok? I didn't mean to make out with her. I can't remember that I said I love her? Said Sebastian

Drunk? Where have you been yesterday?! I ask

It was a party, it was me, Lynn, my friens and her friends. I can't remember most but I think me and Lynn make out...... said Sebastian

I have enough I'm going home! I said with that very sad face like I'm going to cry again..

Hey are you ok?-Sebastian

He put his arms around me and he kiss me....

Go away!! Don't kiss me if it's meant nothing! I hate you.... please don't kiss if you don't love me........

To be continue 

Thank you 

Ps.if I write wrong I'm so sorry ?